i am going to live as best i can so here is to adventure!
all we need is the grooms.....
wedding post for the fun of it.
let's plan weddings for no apparent reasons
MEGAN IS MY MOD AND FELLOW PLANNER
IF I CAN'T GET TO YOU TONIGHT I WILL PLAN YOUR WEDDING AND POST IT LATER lulz
i just need your basics
Your blood flows but there is no hope,
You say you are a friend to me but there is no reply only being denied,
Is it your pride that’s causing you to die and make you lie?
Why am I being denied when I know the blood flows when you think there is no hope?
You leave me out expecting me to lie and deny you maybe even crucify you but you don’t know the heart so you try and never tell from the get go but it hits so you never know where my heart flows,
I never denied only held my arms open wide saying you are loved even when you don’t think so,
My precious friend you are loved beyond compare even when the blood flows,
You just didn’t think so.
singles awareness day aka valentines day......
oh how I realize how single I am on this day. my life is definitely is complicated in the romantic sense since I like one of my good guys friends who treats me like a sister to him. it hurts a little since i have liked him for over a year and i have even had eleven straight days of dreaming i was married to him with ten kids. it makes me realize how much i need to get past it for my own sake but considering i have to see him every friday each week it sucks to try and forget. not to mention i have mere aquaintances trying to set me up on blind dates with people on their hall. it's driving me batty!
i want to scream at the top of my lungs "I'M SINGLE AND I DON'T FREAKING CARE ANYMORE" .........i don't care if i'm permanently single because it gives me more opportunity to do what i love ...... it still doesn't mean i'm not going to get sad when i see guys carrying around valentines stuff or talkinbg to their girlfriends. lonliness is my life and sadness a facet of it but i am comforted by God who has never abandoned me and i am loved by the people who won't let go of me. this is my life, single, lonely, loved,accepted and a little bit anti valentines -_-
I am One_broken the who created ONE_moment project. I thank you for reading my blog and hope it helps people to share their stories. have a nice day!